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Tricia · 12-18-2002, 05:01 PM

Rest in Peace, Mordigan
by me

What to say
When you cannot hear.
Never letting anyone silence you,
but now you silence yourself.
Did you not know who you were
When you spoke volumes through words?
I do not understand, cannot understand.
I never will, for the misunderstanding is your death.
And the best one to answer my questions
Is not available.

Sucks, I know. But I just wanted to write something for him.

~Tricia

[ December 19, 2002: Message edited by: Tricia ]

Mad Kally · 12-18-2002, 05:31 PM

It's nice Tricia. I'm saving many poems and some posts and making my own little memorial.

Kally

Hedwig · 12-18-2002, 05:47 PM

Tricia, that was really beautiful. It made me cry. Thank you for sharing that.

MzNeko · 12-18-2002, 06:14 PM

Oh no.

I'm going to miss the man who taught me not to read threads he was part of while drinking anything. His terribly inappropriate, hysterically funny observations nearly cost me a keyboard a few times...

Trouble is, it seems that a lot of the funniest people also have a lot of pain in their lives.

This sucks.

Mad Kally · 12-18-2002, 06:24 PM

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

-Fade to Black (Metallica)

[ December 18, 2002: Message edited by: Mad Kally ]

christ-on-a-stick · 12-18-2002, 08:11 PM

I haven't yet been able to respond to this thread, too much

<img src="graemlins/banghead.gif" border="0" alt="[Bang Head]" />

...but Kally, thanks for posting that...

and Tricia your poem was very touching.

Fuck this. Fuck it.

captainpabst · 12-18-2002, 09:13 PM

How sly the fleeting moments
the empty remainder
and languid feelings of
the endless days and nights

quiet moments passed in lament
churn the dreamlike nothingness
behind a wall of silence
is a place where i can dwell

when sunlight fades forever
there is peace for the first time
no hateful thoughts can linger
all equal in the darkness

-Byron Bailey (of Clockhammer)

Defiant Heretic · 12-18-2002, 10:10 PM

He shall be missed.

David M. Payne · 12-18-2002, 10:32 PM

Goodbye MM, you were a fun and funny guy, but your pain ran deep and it overcame you in the end. I know all to well the path you have walked upon, and where it took you, for I have found myself on that same path more than once in my life. I never followed it to the end, but I followed it long enough to see the end off in the distance. This day I chose a different path, but I always know where the path you took is, and when it is my time, I will follow it to the end.

David

Dibble Helix · 12-19-2002, 12:45 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by B. H. Manners:


What is the link to his site? I would like to read over it.

My mistake BH; it wasn't entirey MM's site, but one to which he contributed. It was posted earlier in this thread, <a href="http://www.geocities.com/ipuprophecy/proverbs1.html" target="_blank">here</a> it is again.

[ December 19, 2002: Message edited by: Dibble Helix ]

12-18-2002, 05:01 PM	#121
Tricia Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: College Station, Tx Posts: 675	Rest in Peace, Mordigan by me What to say When you cannot hear. Never letting anyone silence you, but now you silence yourself. Did you not know who you were When you spoke volumes through words? I do not understand, cannot understand. I never will, for the misunderstanding is your death. And the best one to answer my questions Is not available. Sucks, I know. But I just wanted to write something for him. ~Tricia [ December 19, 2002: Message edited by: Tricia ]</p>

12-18-2002, 06:24 PM	#125
Mad Kally Banned Join Date: May 2001 Location: LALA Land in California Posts: 3,764	Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye -Fade to Black (Metallica) [ December 18, 2002: Message edited by: Mad Kally ]</p>

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12-18-2002, 05:31 PM	#122
Mad Kally Banned Join Date: May 2001 Location: LALA Land in California Posts: 3,764	It's nice Tricia. I'm saving many poems and some posts and making my own little memorial. Kally

12-18-2002, 05:47 PM	#123
Hedwig Veteran Member Join Date: Nov 2001 Posts: 3,921	Tricia, that was really beautiful. It made me cry. Thank you for sharing that.

12-18-2002, 06:14 PM	#124
MzNeko Veteran Member Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Long Beach, California Posts: 1,127	Oh no. I'm going to miss the man who taught me not to read threads he was part of while drinking anything. His terribly inappropriate, hysterically funny observations nearly cost me a keyboard a few times... Trouble is, it seems that a lot of the funniest people also have a lot of pain in their lives. This sucks.

12-18-2002, 08:11 PM	#126
christ-on-a-stick Veteran Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: Durango, Colorado Posts: 7,116	I haven't yet been able to respond to this thread, too much <img src="graemlins/banghead.gif" border="0" alt="[Bang Head]" /> ...but Kally, thanks for posting that... and Tricia your poem was very touching. Fuck this. Fuck it.

12-18-2002, 09:13 PM	#127
captainpabst Regular Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: Knoxville, TN Posts: 200	How sly the fleeting moments the empty remainder and languid feelings of the endless days and nights quiet moments passed in lament churn the dreamlike nothingness behind a wall of silence is a place where i can dwell when sunlight fades forever there is peace for the first time no hateful thoughts can linger all equal in the darkness -Byron Bailey (of Clockhammer)

12-18-2002, 10:10 PM	#128
Defiant Heretic Veteran Member Join Date: Jul 2002 Posts: 1,288	He shall be missed.

12-18-2002, 10:32 PM	#129
David M. Payne Veteran Member Join Date: Oct 2000 Location: The land of chain smoking, bible thumping, holy ro Posts: 1,248	Goodbye MM, you were a fun and funny guy, but your pain ran deep and it overcame you in the end. I know all to well the path you have walked upon, and where it took you, for I have found myself on that same path more than once in my life. I never followed it to the end, but I followed it long enough to see the end off in the distance. This day I chose a different path, but I always know where the path you took is, and when it is my time, I will follow it to the end. David

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