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I have been informed that Erwin has stated that I cannot be a concilliator, period, full stop. Feel free to ask about it. I suspect this is more of the CF obsession with my sex life, but I really don't know.
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Now, I'll probably lie awake in a state of sadness for awhile. |
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Eh, it's cool. I'd rather have the pet than the job.
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Seebs, I've now spent the weekend in my archives from around the time of my deconversion thanks to your thread
![]() I think it's something I needed to do. I believed my motives pure, but always feared (still do fear, to some degree) that I had given in too easily, could have done more to keep my faith, and thus that I had and have been failing my God. Reading and recalling my thoughts at the time is so far very good for me, even with the painful memories mixed in. I was inspired to mention this because I ran across something I wrote about a week after I finally deconverted, which reminded me of a recent topic of discussion we all had in one of these threads: "If the light of God appears as darkness to me, aren't I in some way turning towards his light by rejecting it? It may be a twisted way of viewing things, but it seems like in rejecting God, I'm actually trying to follow all that he supposedly holds up as good and true." It's going a long way towards restoring my confidence that I really did try. I should really just go hire a therapist to bitch to about the entire episode and spare everyone else
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