I ate Pascal's Wafer

No. I find it hard to get depressed, actually; there's really nothing that I can complain about in my life at this time.

I was just curious as to what your reasons were for these questions. I didn't know if you were asking honest questions or if you were trying to create a problem in order to provide a solution; i.e., your life is meaningless and therefore worthless, but if you believe in my god then your life will have meaning.